southern greek chorus…

Jess claims she’s finally found her identity completely in Christ
which sounds oh so spiritual but in reality is just true enough to
keep her in trouble, at least that’s how we see it. We know her 
identity comes just as much from the fact she grew up Baptist 
in the days of revival evangelists crying and pleading ‘o sinner 
come home, so she did – multiple times, not to mention the fact
her daddy ran off when she was fourteen with a woman half
his age, plus the fact Jess up and married Morgan the day after 
May graduation and mercy by Christmas she’d given birth to an
olive skinned daughter named Lucchese, named after the brand
of boots her daddy wore when he lived in the same house as Jess, 
in the time of her life she remembers as being nothing but happy.
Dear lord she got saved again the other night and declared she’s
forgetting all that history because scripture clearly says it is what 
lies behind. But we bet Jess has her fingers crossed in her pockets
hoping if Jesus really saved her this time then maybe she won’t 
cry so much during the day and maybe she can be the kind of wife
Morgan won’t ever leave and maybe she won’t resent Lucchese for
being so needy because god knows not a lick of this is her little girl’s 
fault but rather the drama of the family and faith she was born to.
Jess, bless her heart, may never work this out. But there’s hope for
that little girl, a chance she’ll become where she’s from because sure
she came from Jesus but she’s also from those people and this place
and that’s just the way it is. At least that’s how it looks from over here.

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6 Comments

  1. Seth on May 28, 2012 at 1:54 pm

    “…she’s forgetting all that history because scripture clearly says it is what
    lies behind.”

    John, your blog is a blessing. It gets right to the heart of a lot.

  2. Vern Hyndman on May 28, 2012 at 2:26 pm

    Beautiful. John, this story reveals the opportunity that my calling finds a home.

    God has called me to the hearts of pastors and therapists… if those who guide us aren’t living out of their truest self, what hope do we have?

    I believe in miracles, but my hope is not in “shazam”, my hope is in the lOving transformation and redemption of Jesus.

    Thanks John .

    • thebeautifuldue on May 29, 2012 at 11:11 am

      Keep doing what you’re doing, Vern…it is a good thing.

  3. consolationofmirth on May 28, 2012 at 3:01 pm

    The maybe’s break my heart.

    • thebeautifuldue on May 29, 2012 at 11:12 am

      Mine too…we’ve all got ’em, don’t we? Thanks for stopping by…

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