Sometimes At Night
Sometimes at night the loneliness of not
quite being yourself wells up making
it impossible to dream. You feel the fear
that you will become finally forgettable.
In an effort to reverse this trend you try
to think on those things: whatever is true
and just and pure. But sometimes at night
such virtue and loveliness are hard to see.
So you begin to think on those other things – the fabrications and wrongdoing and ruin. What rises are not dreams but wild echoes you chase hard until exhausted, you awake.
such virtue and loveliness are hard to see.
So you begin to think on those other things – the fabrications and wrongdoing and ruin. What rises are not dreams but wild echoes you chase hard until exhausted, you awake.
[…] Sometimes At Night by John Blase. […]
…….. and drink into the night
…stopped in my tracks by this one…
Sometimes, this is the worst kind of loneliness, this ‘not being quite yourself . . .’ sigh.
….distant dark days frequent my dreams. I wake relieved but depressed. Sunlight and coffee cup my friends for the day.
Sometimes, John, the poem is the voice of prophecy circling the beloved where mercy and truth have met together; righteousness and peace have kissed. Sometimes …
Thanks John for your comments. When this happens to me I just say “The Lord’s Prayer” and then pray for “others.” Then I play a round of golf. I never get past the third hole…ZZZZZZZZZZZZZ or I fish awhile. You should see some of the ones I “catch.” ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ