It Only Matters How They Remember You
Yesterday I kept feeling tender toward myself.
Time after time I’d find tears in the eyes I see with
washing my vision clean as to what will endure.
Before I closed those eyes to sleep I rededicated
my life to good. It will not matter how I am buried –
casket, cremation, charioted away in the whirlwind.
It will only matter how you remember me, and I
cling to dumb hope you’ll swear I was a good man.
Beautiful.
May it be so.
John David Blase, you are a good man, from good stock
This clinging to dumb hope is the prayer of the tired parent. Amen and amen.
You don’t know me but I will remember that your poetry nourished me. And it will continue to nourish me, especially the poems I’ve memorized.
“I swear, you are!
Dad